.025 on probationary licence

Hi
I have blown 0.025 on a probationary licence with 12 days till im on my open licence.
i am on probation because i blew a high range when my licence was suspended also for drink driving,
making it the 3rd time in 5 years. please help.. And anyone reading yes i reaise there is something wrong with me.
I have blown 0.025 on a probationary licence with 12 days till im on my open licence.
i am on probation because i blew a high range when my licence was suspended also for drink driving,
making it the 3rd time in 5 years. please help.. And anyone reading yes i reaise there is something wrong with me.